innermost feelings.

smile

2011-04-11T12:38:00.001+08:00

Start every day with a smile and get it over with it.

xx

2011-03-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

12/3/2011

2011-03-12T19:25:00.004+08:00

Hello i am back for good one. Reading back all my old posts makes me have the urge to blog again. But staring on this space, nothing could really come out from my mind. so.... this will be a random post. :)For your information, i am really not good in expressing myself through words.

Life as usual, with boyf, with friends. Studies getting harder and harder, i'm getting older and older. doesn't i looks old now? with the curl that doesn't suit me, heavy eye bag and sensitive skin and etc. Anyhow, i am still pretty ! (perhaps in the inner part) :P

5 minutes passed....

10minutes passed.....

Alright, nothing much to crap. Just work harder everyone! For your own, your family or who so ever. Just try the best and do the best. Remember, trying is having the intention to fail. So please scrap the word out. Say you gonna do it, and you will ! I am gonna do it for sure, what about you? cheer!

loves,

zying

hello

2011-03-12T12:05:00.004+08:00

its my baby S birthday.

wishing her had a sweet 21st birthday :)

勇往快乐之道

short hair?

2011-03-07T00:14:00.001+08:00

love

2010-12-30T14:36:00.001+08:00

Our Love

Love is like a lump of gold,

Hard to get, and hard to hold.

Of all the girls I've ever met,

You're the one I can't forget.

I do believe that God above,

Created you for me to love.

He chose you from all the rest,

Because he knew I would love you best.

Love you ,

0405

相信

2010-12-29T21:16:00.002+08:00

只要相信就有艳阳天

pissed off

2010-12-26T22:06:00.003+08:00

Currently having a really bad mood due to some sort of reasons. Anyway, i really hate those sudden bad news which will ruin all the plans. Holidays isnt fun as what i expect. who dont like holidays? but this holidays makes me so frustrated, seriously. Maybe the period is too long and i trapped in Taiping without doing anything. i felt that i am so useless! Keep asking for why but there wont be any answer come out. By right, i can just work for the best and hope for the best to come towards me! Perhaps be more optimistic? Hoping that i can walk out from all this sorrow, and i miss my laughter.

13122010

2010-12-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

Bought a new set of skincare,hope it works better on me !

Don't frown of anything happened on you,it's a part of life..
Of course,it takes courage to grow up..

12122010

2010-12-12T06:27:00.004+08:00

A day catchup with all the long lost babes. A very nice session, am looking forward for more and more outings. Poor serene must be jealousing ! :P

#

2010-12-11T20:16:00.004+08:00

this will be an silent post :D

犹豫

2010-11-14T15:31:00.001+08:00

终于假期了，还在犹豫要干些什么才好？

但有几样一定要办到的

1理发

2挣钱

3学车

4好好的休息一番

爱

2010-11-09T01:54:00.004+08:00

好想家.

想念那爱唠叨到你不行的爸爸

想念那爱担心的妈妈

还有我心中永远长不大的弟弟

Happy Anni

2010-11-06T13:11:00.005+08:00

Happy anniversary, my love

After all these years, you are still the lover. :)

:) 打气！

2010-11-04T01:22:00.003+08:00

再烦，也别忘微笑；再急，也要注意语气

再苦，也别忘坚持；再累，也要爱自己

低调做人，你会一次比一次稳健；高调做事，你会一次比一次优秀

成功的时候不要忘记过去；失败的时候不要忘记还有未来

有望得到的要努力，无望得到的不介意，则无论输赢姿态都会好看
生活不是单行线，一条路走不通，你可以转弯。

变老是人生的必修课，变成熟是选修课

人生四项基本原则：懂得选择，学会放弃，耐得住寂寞，经得起诱惑

当所有人都低调的时候，你可以高调，但不能跑调
学会忘记是生活的技术，学会微笑是生活的艺术

哲人无忧，智者常乐。并不是因为所爱的一切他都拥有了，而是所拥有的一切他都爱

人生有几件绝对不能失去的东西:自制的力量，冷静的头脑，希望和信心。

×也许生活没别人来得富裕，羡慕是必然的！但我得到的是真实的。简单的。想想,我已经比别人幸福多了！

知.足.常.乐

我·是·快乐的。紫茵

笑一笑

2010-10-23T03:43:00.002+08:00

忙碌的当儿，别忘了笑一笑 :)

Saturday

2010-10-09T14:05:00.002+08:00

ugly betty

我正出发去吃nandos.:-D
把莎拉真丢在家.　我残残的脸要买面膜敷敷了!

你们有何介绍吗?

time is chasing after me

2010-10-07T19:36:00.006+08:00

It is a good thing when there's something for you to do. it definitely will fill up your life.

But when there's too many come at once. You will just start complaining, like me.

i was

Worried.

Tired.

Angry.

Distracted.

Sad.

Frustrated.

Disappointed.

But end up, i still need to do it. There wasn't really anything I could do but keep on keeping on. Breathing deeply and knowing that I would make it through today. And the next. And the next.

i define it as a process.

夜深

2010-10-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

是凌晨了

我还在打着报告

家里剩真萨拉而已她已睡觉了没义气

如果是她的北鼻应该不会是同样的遭遇

我有点害怕一直把头往后看家里没那么静过怕啦

但是意志力要坚强

一定把功课搞定！

加油阿弥陀佛

送首轻快的歌给大家

来自最爱喜碧

Recent

2010-10-01T12:00:00.006+08:00

2010-03-21T17:53:00.001+08:00

Baby boy! :-*

meaningful

2010-03-21T02:45:00.001+08:00

Red roses were her favorites. Her name was also Rose.
Every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows.
The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.
The card said, “Be my Valentine,” like all the years before.

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
“I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow, with every passing year.”
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

She cut the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, placed the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours, in her husband’s favorite chair.
While staring at his picture, and looking at the roses there.

A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before.
The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?

“I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,”
The owner said, “I knew you would call, and you would want to know.
“The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance.”

“There is a standing order, which I have on file down here,
and he has paid, well in advance, you will get the roses every year.
There also is another thing, which I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card…he did this many years ago.

Then, should ever, I find out that he is no longer here,
That is the card…that should be sent, to you the following year.”
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears was now flowing hard.
Her fingers were shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote…
“Hello my love, I know it is been a year since I have been gone,
I hope it has not been too hard for you to overcome.

I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words could say, you were the perfect wife.

You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it is only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.

When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
that we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
However, my love, you must go on, you have some living still.

Please… try to find happiness, while living out your days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
when your door is not answered, when the florist stops to knock.

He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
to take the roses to the place, where I have instructed him,
and place the roses where we are, together once again.”

2010-03-16T15:12:00.002+08:00

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂

1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)

2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)

3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)

4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)

5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)

7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)

8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)

9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)

12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

dedicated for my baby

2010-01-25T02:08:00.002+08:00

my b will be having exam soon. after the exam, we will going to genting together again !

kinda happy for it but again it's genting ! i want go others places with him. too bad we dont have budget to do so. right now, he must be study very hard for it. do the best and reach the best k baby? ily freaking much. haha

i felt ur heartbeat in my deep heart.

MisU MisU xD

:)

2010-01-25T02:00:00.001+08:00

thinking of make my blog public again, but at last i dint do so.

the main reason is i dont like showing my things out and letting others to comment.

and i do like writing out my very own though without thinking of others feelings.

this blog will only available for those who really close with me. (:

this is the moments of her life.

2010-01-25T01:41:00.002+08:00

During this period of time, i passed my days peacefully. i do cherish what i'm having now. i'm really happy for it. things come and go easily, but it will stay when it really meant for it!

(:

2009-10-27T18:27:00.001+08:00

wahahahah. i finished my exam !

lalala

2009-10-12T22:27:00.009+08:00

one day passed, i wasted my time again.

just done with a part of law, a small small part !

forget about it. i'm now waiting the bf to come and study with me.

but itu orang.... going coffee island again... :(

i spent once i received my salary.

this is what i get for myself.

to make me feels happy. haha

kinda happy as i used my own hard work money to buy them.

but the sad part is i failed my saving plan again.

but girl usually love to shop, and i'm an ordinary girl as well ! ;)

spot my swollen eye. it start to pain today.

my eyelid is thicker now.

poor zying signing off now.

Exam Exam Exam

2009-10-12T12:08:00.002+08:00

Is time for study !

i cant bare with failure...

oh law, love me please...

oh no.. is 11th d. ;D

2009-10-04T23:33:00.004+08:00

Baby, is 11th months now.

Happy monthly anniversary to you.

very soon to our anniversary ! ;D

i love him !

my simple breakfast

2009-10-01T13:01:00.008+08:00

Is quite a long time we dint took breakfast together. If you guys dunno, i have a bf who sleep like pig. even alarm cant wake him up at all. So,late for all morning activities,late for classes is a SURE for him. ;P

Alright, once in a blue moon, he asked me for breakfast, bak kut teh ! ;D By right, that time is not breakfast anymore. perhaps brunch ? i'm freaking full after that and he dropped me for work. That's my simple morning, but i do heart it!

this is funny.

2009-09-29T23:58:00.001+08:00

is kinda sad,after all i found myself cant save money at all !

i failed my plan.

please, i need to save! atleast from now..

i want to travel using my own money..

i want get new year cloths with my own money..

this can make me feels better, as i grow..

Mooncake festival

2009-09-28T22:50:00.013+08:00

i totally enjoyed my off day ! :)

To prove that i did work hard to update my blog.

i'm here again.

suddenly my mind come across with lantern festival + mooncake festival. so, i try to google it.

Then I started to think about my past mooncake festivals.

seriously i miss my past mooncake festivals, it did remind me some kind of memories.

this is the mooncake i had made last month i guess. the love one is specially for B. ;D although it looks cacat !

this lantern looks sad.

i've forgotten when is the last time i played lantern.

i wonders where is my butterfly lantern?did i burn it last time?

Lastly,

Happy Midautumn Festival and Lanterns

hey !!

2009-09-28T15:44:00.014+08:00

Have been lazy around for quite sometime, finally i get the mood to crap. Actually the main purpose i create blog is to express everything. so don't be frustrated when u read my blog.

sorry for neglecting my blog for such long time. many had complaint my blog dint update for very very long.Everyone logged in and saw a pair of shoes only...my bad..my bad....

Very proud to say, today i done with my last piece of assignment and presentation for this sem. wahhh.. feel so relief after all. Thus, i make a wise decision ! i give myself an off day and stay at home.. to SLACK !

seriously, i love to slack ! i love to stay at home alone, do nothing, eat nothing,and listening to music... wearing pajamas for the whole entire day ! lifeless right? but sometimes is really very nice. so guys,try to give yourself some space to relax your mind ...your everything! Throw it behind and live a better life! <3>

Lately, i had set a wishlist for myself.

but too bad, demand high, supply(money) low. so i wish to get myself a/more better part time job.

i found my job now is really hard to get more income !!! :(

should i quit it?? intro me any nice job, anyone?

here is some snap i would like to share..

we catch some silly photos after pass up assignment and presentation.

Enjoy !

Do remember me. (:

I got it !

2009-08-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

After choosing from here and there.

This or that.

i got this !
Finally i got a pair of more comfortable flat. :)

shitty day

2009-08-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'm sick again. =(

pray hard these are not the symptoms of H1N1.I still have alot of undone wishes to complete.

A little good news was i got 3distinctions out of 3subjects i took!haha. Seems like my prayer been heard. Thank you thank you ! *actually subjects i took is very basic one* =P

Congratulation to those who got good result also...nahhhh babe sarah ! we must work harder d.. really really !!

JK creative?

2009-08-21T16:08:00.003+08:00

is hitting the TOWN !

rainy rainy day

2009-08-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

Thanks to DIGI, me and sarah now is under baby's main line.

Which means i can call,text,mms him or her anytime anywhere at the FREE rate now. :)

Thanks B for paying my bill ya.. haha.. alright, just kidding ! :P

Not to forget, congrate peinee for passing all her subjects ! welldone ! <3

i'm so enjoy with my works and studies nowww... hoho..

short update

2009-08-04T11:05:00.013+08:00

after dismiss from work with my oily hair.

Too bad, dorothy perkins only allow part-timer to wear black plain tee. You will be seing me around with black tee everyday. :)

Oh my little-poor-negleted blog.

i'm here again. should be inside class right now, but due to sickness, I ponteng !Serious, not excuse.

Anyhow, i feel better right now, really hate to rush in and out the toilet all the night, moreover i am so damn sleepy...

thanks baby for the early porridge. it taste yummy with lotsa love and care. :)

Last weekend family pay a visit to penang, luckily i request for an off, get the chance to grab something from shopping. Finally, my parent meet with baby during dinner, he was nervous. ;D well, just for a short moment. Surprisingly, dad dint say anything and show any colour,mummy must feels relief after all. She dont need to hide for me anymore.

Recently, i'm really busy with working. I worked almost everyday. It is quite tiring but atleast i can earn extra income.

This coming sem i am taking 6subjects in total, guess there will be time not enough for me again .. oh la la..

This is what called as L.I.F.E

Another 5th gonna come again. we are stepping into another month again. Congrate love.

2009-07-20T10:13:00.007+08:00

DOROTHY PERKINS

work is tiring !

and it caused my leg so pain.

anyhow, i need to think of the money. =))

it's still fun with all the colleagues.

exam will be held later,

wish me luck. *pray hard*

8th

2009-07-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

I'm glad that i have both. =)

time flies,happy 8th one.

peineeee

2009-07-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

hey girl, just read thru your blog.

feels so sad man.

anyway do take care yourself over there.

i will try my best to update my blog just for u.

hahahha

alright, we are rushing for our last assigment now.. <3

with loves,

zying

2009-06-29T23:06:00.009+08:00

some people asked what happened?

some people wonders what will happen?

but i hopet i can be someone who make it happen ! =D

<3love>him

Recently,i feels so proud to be a SEGian !

baketball and badminton competitions are so amazing !!

Do support them please.

Tomorrow will be the final.

Date : 30/06/2009

Venue : Han Chiang Penang Inter-College Game

Badminton final : SEGi College VS Han Chiang/KDU (7.30pm)

Basketball final : SEGi College VS K TAR (8.45pm)

No doubt,You guys rock !

i'm here.

2009-06-27T20:44:00.003+08:00

busy mode : ON

i think...

2009-06-26T19:34:00.006+08:00

wont be smiling anymore.

Don't make promise when you are in joy.

Don't reply when you are sad.

Don't take decision when you are angry.

Think twice, Act wise.

But what i think is i just cant make it.

wednesday

2009-06-24T15:29:00.012+08:00

Warning !!

Do you know what is Tarantulas?

Do you know it is a hobby?

Come and know more about it!

24th of June (wednesday)

in SEGi College's Lobby!

Oh well, today college held a very interesting event.

Once i reached college's lobby, there is something which attracted my eyes.

Guess what?! there is so many so called "spiders"which actually named as tarantulas, lizard,scorpion, snake and so on.(i had forgotten their names)

There are all the very rare and special pets that people adopt.precious one* Some even have poison to protect themself and digest their foods.

The nice part is we can so close with them,see them or even hold them !

As a penakut, i dare not to near them, but still i told myself this is a very good chance for me to feel them in real. Thus, i make it atlast...except...the disgusting one which i scare of the most!

i would just stop my crap. scroll down for the photos. Enjoy!

tarantulas- the very 1st i tried.

ignore my pale face. spot the pet!!

close up.

i'm hell brave. haha

big polka lizard

this is the cute one. a mouse which has the long tail.

and also this

the one with hard shell

and this katak

Here comes the disgusting one.

EWWW~

it shamed me infront the crowd.

Many ppl actually holding it and walked around but i did looked around as long as it dint near me.

But the terrible one is when i'm sitting down and talking with friends, Mr Goh came to say Hi to us. Perhaps,u guys might wonder why i said it as terrible even just a normal greet.Because the problem here is he is holding the snake with him. I dint even notice it and he just stand next to me. SO, i screamed very loud and ran away as fast as possible. Everyone stunned with my reaction and stared on me with all the weird eyes. ;(

It actually just a small snake as shown above.

BUT, I HATES SNAKE !!!Yeah, i means hate !! so cant blame me rite?

So people, if u have a chance why dont just have a try. Especially girls out there!~ Till then, with loves, bye !

:)

2009-06-24T02:45:00.003+08:00

Currently using his laptop. Thanks for lending me.you know i cant live without internet orelse i got nothing to kill my time.:-P
Result release today,and lucky me got 2HD +1B.It's enough for me but still can score better if i work harder.Meanwhile, i'm taking a part time beauty course. Till then, bye !

" i'm updating this blog using my handphone ! "

p/s: he keep warn me to take good care of his so called "baobei" lappy. :(

careless me

2009-06-22T15:53:00.011+08:00

As shown i've so many to update, yet ~~i have so little of time~~ i'm so lazy. Thus, i will just make it into point form. :D i used to delay my post till... i dint update it atlast !

Last week,

had a very simple celebration for sarah babe.
gather with all the besties at tpg. having fun again !
attend to the undang course together with the bro. yep! laugh me loud! now only i want to take car test. But still, i'm a bit regret when i attending the boring tutorial. 8am -3pm. The worst one is the foods at canteen actually make me stomach ache for whole day.Allergic to malay's food !!! say noo..
sunday morning had dim sum with family. The very first time i woke up that early. After that bought some cakes for dad. Lastly, happy papa's day ! <3

"she is gonna take undang test this coming sat. Studying the 500questions nowwww.. :)"

More pictures coming soon, due to the careless girl left her lappy at sarah's house.So yea, just stay tune.

ouch. pain one

2009-06-17T19:33:00.006+08:00

Few days ago, i did something which really stupid. while i closing the car door, i bang the car door towards my thumb. right now, my thumb is injured. out of ur imagination, there is pain x10000 times. It is sooooo sooo pain.The most amazing part is once i feels something wrong bout my hand,i straight away open the car door again and get my thumb out. Brave rite? =D After that, i sit on floor without yelling and crying, cause the pain is so incredible till i cant voice anymore. i just feels like fainting......thanks him for comfort me till i fall asleep. Guess i'm having bad luck that night.. *big sigh*

i dare not go for doctor cause i dwn my nail kena cabut! helpss.. any way out there? Now i realise it is so inconvenient without a thumb. oh well, i will just takes it as another unfortunate incident happened on me. Life never been perfect! *console-ing myself*

going out for movie :Drag me to hell :)

p/s: after so long never blog, it takes me so long to upload a single photo.

eww~

2009-06-11T20:23:00.004+08:00

yes yes, i am lazy to update.

shout out loud: short sem isnt fun at all.

i feels so empty now...

i thought

2009-05-19T22:11:00.001+08:00

i thought i'm the lucky one,

But it was just what i thought.

a very big sigh

2009-05-19T03:43:00.006+08:00

yeah, i actually did rebonding few days ago but the result seems lk make not much different with the previous one.this means bad or good one? no idea. =)Today, i actually gain 2 things, one is good one but another one is bad one. start with the good one 1st, the good news is i already get my new phone. w595 with the colour i want. thanks god, i actually waited for very very long to get this colour. so its like finally...and now i can get it! hopefully it wont spoil easily. this will be the 1st sony ericsson phone for me. The evil peinee is betting my phone lasting duration.. so please prove it to her i can!
When there's a good , the bad one usually tagged along ! This really makes me down.. i am so damn sad for it. Alright, i actually lost my necklace's pendent just now. when i actually still screaming for my happiness when my brother send me a mms with my new phone, few minutes later,when i'm preparing for a bath, i noticed that my necklace is right on the toilet floor and the pendent is gone! Even though i searched for everywhere, but at last i still cant found it anymore. The mood is so down.It was the present baby gift me during my birthday. after that, i never take it off anymore, but now it disappear. SO BAD !Although this might not a very luxury present but it did brings a very big meaning for me.i don't want a new one, as the meaning is not there anymore.So, words cant explain my feelings.This is the 1st time i feel so hard for losing a jewelery, i just wish that i could found it out...

of my boredom

2009-05-17T02:51:00.006+08:00

my blog is dead.

But of my boredom,loneliness, i think of blogging again.

Late in night, with nobody around, with the dim light from the table lamp, that's really a very right time for blogging. i guess. dont you think so? i remember i used to update my blog so often last time but right now.. it seems lk a hard task for me. i dont have the motivation and the inspiration for blogging anymore. so, friends, u cant blame me for leaving it so long.

after finished the exam, suddenly my life turn to so-so- free.. till i dont know what to do anymore. I faced my laptop for the whole day. still remember during exam period, i miss my laptop and bed, but now when i got the chance to play my laptop non stop and sleep for the whole day, i feel bored of it pulak. That's what human being right?

sleep! is a very terrible problem for me during the exam period, but now... i'm still facing this problem cause i wont sleep without the clock shown 5am.

Alright, tomorrow i am going to rebond my hair again. yeah.. again ! To be honest, i really feel tired of it. but no choice, i got nothing better to do with it! my natural hair isn't straight, and yes.. i hate it! wish me luck for the result, as this is my first time to rebond in another saloon. i dont want to cut short my hair again, i want the long long hair. *grin*

Recently addict to restaurant city on facebook. When i started to play this game, that's just 6 ppl. but guess what, now my friend list got 110 ppl already. =D you can actually see this on ppl's blog. Many blog bout it. same to me !

Oh well , I must re-adjust my sleeping time again! i need to wake up at 9 tomorrow. should be later...

So, i better go now.

good night !

bye bye exam

2009-05-15T22:45:00.006+08:00

hooorraY~ tough time doesnt not remain, but tough people do.

Finally say bye to exam. =D
and good luck for those who having exam.
specially dedicate for housemates, friends and YJ.
all the best !

you know i love you... bla

youuu you yoooou !xD

2009-05-05T00:57:00.003+08:00

Happy 6th months anniversary, b.

给远方的他

2009-04-09T12:59:00.006+08:00

在一个傍晚，一个电话显示把我从睡眠中唤醒。
是一个很久没联络上的他。电话又再次的拨进，对方是个中年妇女。
“有事吗？刚才是他找我吗？"
"我想应该是我不小心拨到给你,他已经不再说话了,更不可能打给你..."
怎么了? 他不是在康复着?这是他那天告诉我的啊!
虽然"那天" 已是好一阵子了, 但过后我似乎还有收到他发来的信息,应该没什么大碍才对...
但事实永远是想象不到的.
赶到医院时,他还在,但已无法动弹了,他昏迷着.
当时的我, 看到的他已经不同了.
他曾是一个挨过许多艰苦训练的男童军,
他曾是一个让我们常常欺负的班长,
他曾是一个和我要好的朋友,
他曾是一个爱讲笑话的人,
他也曾是个爱帮助人的大好人...
他所做过的总总并不应该得到如此的下场吧?
老天爷...你真该开玩笑,
难道你不懂他还有爱着他的家人,
关心他,想念他的朋友吗?
你...
太残酷了!
远方的你,是否还记得我们?
你还记得曾经让我们风靡一时的"天使恶魔"游戏吗?
你还记得"轨迹"这首歌吗?它曾是你的最爱.
你还记得你在我桌上的涂鸦吗?
还有当我得知你染上烟瘾时,我发了封很长的信息痛骂你吗?说我对你很失望..
你告诉我你有你原因..可以告诉我是什么吗?
昨晚,我迟迟不能入睡..脑海一而再,再而三地忆起你!
你很过分耶,你不是一个高大威猛的吗?
没想到我最后一次看到的你,竟是那么不乐观的情况下...
朋友,在另一个国度的你,要好好过.
朋友,安息吧...

p/s:他是凯桓.

updated!

2009-03-25T16:23:00.008+08:00

This will be a short post.Mood of blogging isn't there anymore.
Alright, fyi, i had make my decision and yet i changed to DIBA. No more DIA for me and sarah.
This really shock or maybe sad for my mum when i told her i cant cope with it anymore ! But seriously,i found out i really don't like financial accounting,perhaps i cant understand it. Things are usually easy if you can understand well.
*no more same course with the bf
* no more same class with my current course mates
*no more calculation and those weird yet bored accounting theory for me

p/s: i guess you guys will be missing me and sarah as the most talkative in the class ! *perasan*

In the future, there wont be an accountant named zying anymore ! Dont sad for it, maybe somedays later it will appear a successful business women named zying! Who knows?! Who would have thought?! =D

Lastly, the most sad part is the bf might not be able to teach me before exam anymore. aWW~ HELPLESS zying and sarah. No wonder he keep persuade me to change course. NICE one for him ! Anyhow, there is someone who will be my coursemate for DIBA ! That's him......

Dearest Chicken brother! cute right?!

and you too.. MR.BAD

off to nap ! bye ~

Javen Kee

2009-03-19T23:15:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday to this TamBai JAVEN
let's give him a big applause,
congratulation for getting older !
may you live all the days of your life with happiness. =)

assignmentsS

2009-03-13T21:05:00.009+08:00

random*

Tons of ASSignments waiting for me.

i dont want have any sleepless night again.

Ah B.. help !! =D

and my face getting terrible.

there is a big acne.

is okay if just acne but it's superb itchy ! =(

Hie Shieh Yoon

2009-03-10T22:38:00.007+08:00

一次偶然的相遇+上天赐的缘分

让我们成为一辈子的朋友！

11/3/2009

Happy Birthday BABE yun. <3

happy sweet 19th!

just realise we are getting older..

so tired

2009-03-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

假期已告一段落了，

又必须重拾心情上课咯！

加油 =)

random

2009-03-06T15:00:00.005+08:00

FYI, i'm having my sem break for 1week.During the holidays i'm just slacking at home,online and play texas with sarah!Dont have the feeling to hang out also, perhaps i got no friends there and taiping really so bored. aw~ Mum had nag me from day to night, asking to do something meaningful like clean the room,tidy up my old secondary books, do the house chores and so on. But too bad, that's really so hard for me not to turn on the laptop and start to search net and this make me slack for the whole day.To avoid her mad on me, i'm now back to Penang ! =P
Yesterday was my very first time sit bus and ferry alone. Kinda nervous for me and i keep wonder what's the way to ferry.Usually i just follow sarah and dint really notice. sarah, i feel so lost without uuuu... :(
Anyhow, i still reached png safely. The feeling is just nice.. feel like i'm growing up! hahaha.

went to renew ic.

and that's the result.

damn weird one if u have a clear look. x(

i miss my standard six innocent look.

2009-03-01T19:34:00.003+08:00

Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because.. they are themselves.
i guess every girls want to be loved right? ;)

BUT

These days saw and heard so many incidents happened around the friends, the unknowns,bout their love relationship. that's really so sad when saw the tears drop without control,the crazy words out by their mouth and those foolish actions.But cant blame, everyone experience this when heartbroken.The pain inside is cant describe by words.i know...i'm so scare it will changes my view for the relationship as i m that type who loves to think and easily get influence. hopefully it wont. Anyhow, i trust you.

chill everyone... stay strong !

Punctuality

2009-02-26T19:54:00.008+08:00

izit so hard to be punctual? i wonder...
i'm not trying to stress you up..
i'm not trying to force you...
but why cant you just reach on time. =(
i rather choose to write out here but not to tell you anymore...
cause i know it wont work.
not to blame you, just that if u can do it,will be better.
alright, i stop it now.<3
THESE days,that's so hard for me to fall asleep.
my days had turn up side down, which means i sleep on day and active on night.GOSH, that's just so terrible.Anyhow, i tried my very best to sleep.
lying on bed for few hours.But still, i'm awake.
many things appear on my mind once i close up my eyes...
i think i need to figure out what happened on me ?!

and

i'm so sleepy now... nighty nights !

szs

2009-02-25T14:20:00.006+08:00

that's a girl out day during last week !
3 of us gather together again..
did so many crazy things together.
but still that's an enjoyable outing !
love you both. <3

Vday <3

2009-02-16T11:39:00.009+08:00

Valentine's day was just simple for me.

went for a dinner and then start our studies right after that.

aww ~ that's pretty sad to study on valentine's day !

BUT no choice. we celebrate it in the special way.

Together with the books and notes. haha

With him, Everyday is valentine's

Anyway, i finished my exam right by today.

Now i can take a deep breath and sleep as i wish ! :)

<3

2009-02-13T20:44:00.005+08:00

Received this at the college with the followers frm SC. they sing songs summore.i was lk .. WHAO !~ ...and speechless. shy ma. xD
BUT but but...
It's gonna be a bad weekend for me,
No fooling around, no fun and need to study again ! AGAIN!
Exam will be on next tuesday. Just one subject cause i postponed it for last sem.
I’m still not well-prepared.As a matter of fact, I was never well prepared.
but thanks god, i passed all my sub for last sem. so lucky huh?

RIGHT NOW.........

stress!

Anyway, tomorrow will be valentine's day. the very lovely day !
Do enjoy and make it as romantic as possible.. ;)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

p/s: Je t'aime, baby boy. :)

xD

2009-02-11T17:55:00.007+08:00

all the cousins !~

just got this from joyce'blog.

eww~ i looked so weird in all the photos.

l.a.z.y

There is no connection for me recently. Right nw i dont have strong feeling towards online anymore. Is that a good news ? ;)

tough time will never last..

2009-01-24T16:08:00.004+08:00

Guess everyone must be busy for the chinese new year preparation :)
Right now,i'm back to TAIPING for my new year celebration.
Feel glad that atleast i can on9 with the wireless provided by the neighbour.
And that's why i am here....
I'm bored la, but if u ask me to hang out, i will be lazy .
Anyway, i know there must be an enjoyable new year for me. Although i dont have many shirts for this year. But who cares? Nothing is better then everyone gather together in this very precious moment.

" I'am at simpang stoning! " i just received a sms from Sze.

Yeah , she's back. Someone gonna company me d.
See you guys ! i want more ang pau for this year..GONG XI GONG XI

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2009-01-23T18:52:00.005+08:00

guys and girls out there,

happy chinese new year ! =)
* Enjoy *

college reopen

2009-01-17T16:53:00.022+08:00

HEY people, i think i gonna abandon my blog soon. It has been ages i dont have the mood of blogging. Perhaps i dunno where to start since i miss out so many things. Well, i will just skip all those i miss out and not gonna blog bout it anymore. Right now, that's the very new start! New year = New start right ? =D

College reopen for week ago. Right now, everyone back to their own life.Some starting the new sem.Same do i. i'm stepping into the 3th sem of my diploma. As usual, it's tough man ! But i just need to attend class 3days a week, kinda free. I think i have more time on slacking again. But what i worrying is the result of my sem2.. it's coming out soon. Very soon i mean... Please pray hard for me... I promise i will be a good girl for this sem. *giggles* Seriously, that's really less outing for me, no more shopping spread, no more movie day and so on. I'm totally a good girl without stepping out the house. ;)

And finally, yesterday i went out with the bf. It had been quite a long time we dint hang out d, due to no transport for him. That's a very tough time for him, i guess. But for me, that's okay, atleast he stay home company the parent.Alright,yesterday he get the freedom back.Once he get the car, we go for date. hahax.He told me that's our official date?

we went to queensbay for shop but we just get a boxer at last. =D Cant blame, once we reached there its already 8.30pm. went to sakae sushi for dinner. In fact, i dint step in sakae sushi before cause i dint eat sushi. However, that's a very good try .

mine, this taste really nice. =)

i love this too

me in cacat pose.
mouth with sushi inside
see see. desperately want eat.obviously, that's me . xD

After that, we leave queensbay and drive without any direction.No where to go. went to the hill for the view like 10seconds?then went to batu ferriggi 7eleven. Bought reload card for sarah and get some drinks for us. Staring on those tins of drinks and lastly we get 2 bottles of carlsberg. LOL. he said he gonna make me drunk tonight. LAME JOKE ! =D

then we went back to home.. chit chat and gamble with sarah. A while more, sarah go for bed and left 2 of us. Dunno why, my luck turning bad slowly. i lose lk mad at last. The bad boy make me drink the alcohol. So what? i am not drunk at last. =)

Well, that's all for yesterday night. Overall, that's really a joyful night, having losta fun with him . <3

i'm back.

2009-01-04T13:17:00.017+08:00

Alright, that's the photos during x'mas eve =)

i know is too late for now.. but i'm just lazy.

anyway, that's an enjoyable night*

everyone get the presentrandom?
us with the x'mas tree

receiving present..

grab grab!

cheers!~

the buddies. <3

sing k session.

2008-12-30T18:48:00.008+08:00

we just bake a cake ! wuhoo~

the yummy cheese cake coming soon... =)

the late post

2008-12-12T16:19:00.013+08:00

This should be an early post but due of lack of time as i rushing for my exam, so i can just post it out right by today. hehe
well, 5th dec went to gurney with the housemates again. miss apple, peinee, sarah and me. they going to get the present for me ! but not fun one, they already tell me what they plan to gift me and asked for my opinion. Just like what i want and they try to get it for me ! Anyway, thanks for the present - that's a H2O toner. For you guys information, i dint apply any skin care for my face except the cleanser because i'm too lazy to put on those skin care.But my face getting terrible and started to "luo pi". So, i think is time for me to apply them on. Reached gurney, we used 30minutes to find a parking lot,wonder why gurney so crowded.Everyone is soo tired especially the driver-Apple.zZZ.. Atlast, we still manage to found a parking lot after wasting 30minutes of hard work. ( round here and there).
The 1st destination - H2O. Guess what? we went in and come out with RM500++ skin care product. Everyone is broke after that except Sarah. She is still that rich. xP I bought a top product of H2O a.k.a 八杯水 as moiturizer by using mummy's money. Thanks mi =)

H2O

After that, company peinee to PDI to buy her working uniform.While waiting, we took some photos and everyone like stare on us. *ignored them*

sarah and zying

Apple,the tiny girl? i always look lk giant when stand beside her.

Sarah and Apple

3 of us

went to gurney drive to have my dinner with sarah while peinee and apple still searching for the parking. But they cant found any parking so just waited us inside the car. Pityy ~

After reached home, sat down and crap for a while. Apple jio us go for yamcha to celebrate for their exam ended. OMG, we leave the house again. Planned to go for a coffee at coffee bean or starbuck but that's too late. so went to segafredo atlast."Chor Dai Di" over there and i am the worst player cause i dunno how to play at all! keep lose to them.. >.<

-ended of the night-

i get this as a present from cynthia and mingsiang. cute right? thanks <3

P/s: i changed my layout for the blog, how was it? =)

is OVER

2008-12-12T15:51:00.003+08:00

just imagine how tired he is x)

The tough days had passed.
No more exam, no more sleep-less days.
Finally all down.. cost accounting, financial accounting II , business statistic.

But still left Malaysian Studies to go.

However, i dont care anymore.
Is time for party!

Exam just ended yesterday.
out of three subjects, i think i can just pass business statistic.
others than that, gg.com d.
During this exam, i really freak out!
i am so nervous when i'm not prepared for the exam.
Luckily there is someone who always guide me, support me and be my personal tutor during the hard time.No matter how tired he is, he still stand for it.
So,thanks HIM very much.
Kinda pity him la, need work, need attend for class, and late in the midnite still have to teach the stupid me and sarah. one day just slept for 3hours. *sorry*
dont worry, i do remember what i had promised you. i dont dare anymore !
no more last minutes work right? :)

Right now, is time for you to relax. so, enjoy your trip to Taiping and KL. see you 5days later. xoxo

18 loh.

2008-12-05T14:48:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to myself.

The birthday is ended.

right now, i am officially 18. legal age. =)

thanks to all the friends who wishes me.

thanks for all the presents.

especially thanks for all the birthday cakes.

thanks for those deliver to my house summore. so wu sim huh?

guess what, i tasted 4 birthday cakes this year.

coffee bean, baskin robbins ice cream cake, and another two from maxim's.

in fact, i used to no cake for my birthday. ( not really like to eat cake)

think this year those cake had replaced the past birthday for me.

luckily my house got a cake lover - piau.

(faster finished the cake k?) <3

thanks guys and girls out there.loves*

zying___sweet 18

birthday!~

2008-12-03T17:52:00.002+08:00

yeah, the birthday is getting nearer and nearer. few hours from now will be 4th of december ?it's reaching ......
but the feel of birthday is not there. why?
is there someone can fulfill the birthday wishes for the poor little birthday girl?
i'm not greedy.. i think laaa..

can u just cancel the exam?or can you make me smarter so that i pass the exam easily.

i really cant take the exam.
i dwn fail for the exam.
i know i wont that lucky anymore..
i wont get distinction for the financial accounting anymore.
but but but... i really dwn fail it!

sigh, just f.o.r.g.e.t about it!

ignore my craps. i know that's silly.
i better take a nap and wake up again..
i better go face the accounting books...
i better dont slack around anymore...

love it! love her! love him! i am trying...

examm

2008-12-03T01:00:00.003+08:00

i think i gonna screw up my coming exam.

i found i know nothing inside.

WHAT management accounting, cost accounting, financial accounting...

but.. guess what,i found this on someone mail.

quite interesting..

It's not the fault of student if he/she fails...

BECAUSE THE YEAR ONLY HAVE 365DAYS!

1. Sundays - there's 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. *Days left 313*

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. *Days left 263*

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE. *Days left 141*

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days. *Days left 126*

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days. *Days left 96*

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days. *Days left 81*

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days. *Days left 46*

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days. *Days left 6*

9. For sickness - at least 3 days. *Days left 3*

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. *1 day left*

11. That 1 day is your birthday. --- yeah! soooo How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!Balance = *0*

just to post here due to my bored-ness.

p/s: i am so sick of u, i am disappointed! x(

surprise* tee hee ~

2008-11-30T11:14:00.028+08:00

YEAH. it's just 30november. but the bf plan to celebrate the birthday with me a bit earlier. so he asked me to give him my weekend.
SATURDAY,woke up at 2something? i know that's a bit late. But that's the reason why i love weekend.
After took the lunch with peinee and sarah. we planned to go gurney for a walk. So after apple back from kulim,dress up and everything we went to gurney! That's really hard for me to choose what to wear for the night, i remembered i did pissed for a while.LOL. stupid!

We went to gurney for a walk. That's what we did as usual. So i dunno anything at all!During the walk i did checked my phone. know why right? a little bit nervous what he gonna do later? but suddenly peinee phone rang! he called peinee to pass the phone to me. ( the phone line is so weak at gurney new wing) he told me he is going to kl later? so cant meet me up and the date need to cancel ?!! sorry..

OMG.. i really stuned for a few seconds but atlast i said OKAY to him... i told myself to be calm, maybe he can celebrate with me the some other day since that's still 4days to reach the actual date.he go kl for work, i must understand it! But OF COURSE, i am so disappointed in deep of my heart!can you guys just imagine the situation? so embarrassing.grrr..

i act nothing after that, continue shopping with them. planned to go KIMGARY with them since i no need go out anymore. i want to eat something better, to let myself feel better.but they rejected me and going dinner with their friends after received a sms from their friend (kononnya). Well... everything blocked up in sudden! so i just can go back and eat maggi.

Once the lift reached 7th floor, sarah just realised the phone left inside the car. i walked alone back to the house. The mood is really so down at the moment. i did imagine how nice if the man is right inside the house. but nobody is there.

A while more i heard some noise from the door, i thought sarah is back. so i rush to the door and gonna open the door for her. Surprisingly, i saw him! i dunno what should i react at the moment.. am i dreaming? i asked myself.

NoOoO.. he plan to give me a surprise! haha. but the timing is a bit out of plan. he should be inside the house once i arrived.(as what i imagine). he get shocked when saw me, i know he feel sad too cause the plan fail.nvm, still that surprise for me! xoxo

the man and the lady

First,he bought me a birthday cake from coffee bean! he lighted it up and i do wish for my birthday.. then he showed me the slide show while playing the song. so damn touch! my tears rolling inside my eye. i just cant believe what he is doing.. after that he passed me the birthday card done by himself. aww~. ohya, he changed the bulbs of living room few days ago but i dont realise at all. So there's much more romantic because i hearts the dim light. *this really burst me into giggles and tears*

preparation

then we headed to QE II for dinner.

the view from QE II

Zy's
Yj's

the birthday card and the necklace

Thanks for everything! xOxO

i know you've put in alot of effort in giving me this suprise...that's really a great night.

p/s: thanks sarah peinee and apple for the effort and cooperation you guys gave.check it out what they did.they try to trap me inside the house alone, they tricked me go gurney, they cheated me and make me disappointed when i asked for KIMGARY,they summore console me not to sad afther hang up the phone call, they go choose for the necklace without my notice,they chit chat and plan in secretly but i just dont know anything,they summore plan to purposely left the phone inside the car.... anyway,love you guys! xD

end of the early birthday celebration . =)

a brand-new day !

2008-11-23T11:35:00.003+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
But remember you'll break hearts too, you know how it felt when yours was broken right?

You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures,
laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt,
because

every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.

CHILL FRENDs.. there's a brand-new day for you.. for me. =)

* hatred *

2008-11-22T18:06:00.006+08:00

i'm not the one who love to fight,

i'm not the one who love to angry,

i'm not the one not understanding,

but i'm the one who hate bitch!

hate to see ur bitching action.

ps/: i'm not emo of this k? =)

helllo

2008-11-16T13:46:00.004+08:00

helllo readers..

i just woke up from my sweet sweet dream!weee~

dreamt of something really funny..but after woke up..kinda disappointed.

just realise that's just a dream. *shy+sad*

lately, sarah and me start to active our facebook.

and day by day, we addicted to a game -pet society.

come on! let's show you guys my pet pet. xD

named "flowerflury"

flowerflury in blue.flowerflury in red.

cute right? perasan*

k la. have to go.

i have to bath, makan and feed my pet d.

later might go gurney with cynthia and sarah.

pls bless that my stomach is not aching anymore..

smile.. it's free. =)

2008-11-15T22:04:00.011+08:00

it had been 3weeks i dint back to tpg.
i am missing everyone...This week i am free from assignment since the next assignment due date is 2weeks from now. sooo.. what are u waiting? just lepak!~
yesterday went to tesco with sarah, peinee and YJ.
we trapped inside the traffic jam, and it's raining day.
so i trapped inside the car with *empty stomach + cold temperature + and i need to pee imediately, my bladder is out of control*
what a t o r t u r e. haha.
again, three of us spent rm150 for all the groceries we bought. pocket is empty again!
watched "Madagascar" during the midnight.

something really embrrassed us happened. we get to the wrong seat.

our Miss.SARAH really blurr..she saw the wrong seat,and the tickets is missing inside her bag.

and guess what, she used to collect all the movie tickets.. so many tickets found and this really make us nervous.

three of us standing behide just to search for the tickets.

luckily we found atlast...

that's really a cute movie, i did enjoy it. however, i still prefer the previous one. =)

i like to move it move it!

he like to move it move it!

we like to.. MOVE IT! xD

today gurney new wing is opened, planned to visit it but atlast i cant make it.
i am in painnnn... the pain is getting serious and serious!~
i nearly faint inside the toilet this morning...
yeah, i am suffering for the whole day.
why girls have to bear for this painnnn. :(

everything seems to be smooth and easy recently....hope that it could last longer... CHILL!

p/s:i m turning 18! legal for everything.. i guess ! dont forget my present k? =)

:)

2008-11-05T01:56:00.002+08:00

wee~. finally i finish up the Malaysian Studies and presentation.those scary feeling go go away d.

Unfortunately, next week got 3more courseworks to go.

Luckily,most of the subjects for this sem is accouting. means most based on calculation.

So, i can copy paste from my friends. easy job! =P

eloha

2008-10-30T23:45:00.009+08:00

hey ppl, i just took my favourite Mcd.is 11.30pm right nw. =D

however, orignal ayam goreng mcd is really taste no good! its far far distance to the spicy one! ahahx.

today, i did something to sarah's hair. i tie all her hair up.NEGRO she is. waiting the hair turn boom. stay tunes! photos will be upload soon. =) Before

After

i might not going back to taiping this weekend because i have no time to finish up my coursework d.

i hate Malaysian studies la. i cant even know what lecturer talk about. * i sleep most of the time, waiting for the clock showing 12pm*

The due date is so near..very near i mean...

but i still relaxing right now..
i still cant cope my laziness..
i am still stuck in the lazy mood!
my dear friends, stop seduce me. no more outing for weekend!
NERVOUS? i still cant feel it. sigh*

nowadays, many told me to keep fit.

but i just cant stand for those delicious foods.. all is my favourite! dont human eat to live? why must control right? i found that keep fit is really so so hard. how to keep fit? any idea??

izit like this?

or this?

conclusion: that's hard man!

keep fit zying!! live a healthy life.

is time to...

2008-10-23T14:59:00.007+08:00

yummy day

last week 3 of us went to haagen dazs. that's really a vy vy nice ice-cream we had.
but at the same time our pocket is deep in shit cause that's really vy expensive. :)

after the ice-cream season, we still feel lk the night is still young. Therefore, we decide to get us something which can make us drunk. playful right? yeah. but that's weekend what. Dont worry, just three of us drink at the apartment. x)

at last, i dont think i'm drunk but that night is really so nice to sleep.zZ

-the end-

又是时候要忙了 ...
繁忙的courseworks, presentation又在逼得我喘不过气 ...
懒惰的我是否能勤劳多些 ...
救命！
等等就要回太平了 ...
希望有时间理个头发 ... (but i dont know what should i cut)
还有还有我要去观光太平的戏院了 ...
要跟那两头猪去看high school musical 3
wuhoo~ xD

the same legs of us. xD

ahahah. byez! x)

yingggggg

2008-10-16T18:45:00.015+08:00

Congratulations to you - Miss Chuah Ying Sze.

HERE is a Birthday wishes to you, I do send.

Although i cant manage to send you a card or a present for this year. =D

so happy birthday to you.

have lots of birthday fun!
May your birthday wishes all come true, even if you have a ton.

HAPPY SWEET 18.

a small little gift for you.

-XOXO-

Not a year older, but a year better.=)

a lame post of me.

2008-10-14T18:10:00.007+08:00

last sunday, me peinee and sarah went for swimming at the pool of "midland condo".
in fact, no one of us know how to swim. so it should known as "play water".
but once i reached there.
sarah terus push me and i fall into the water! *without notice*.
the water is so cold. luckily i am strong enough! ^^
however, next time i will beware of her, because that's not the 1st time anymore. =(

BEWARE

the LADY

as a revenge, let's me show you her sleeping look.

teng teng teng teng~~~~

Actually that's nothing special. she used to cover her head with the pillow. show NOTHING. xD

p/s:forgive my lame action. i am just too boring. xP

recently...

i am crazy with the moviesss.
no more "moonlight resonance" but but but.. "the four" and others had replaced it!
the movies is just too nice.
the mans inside is sooo yeng! xD

ohya, bro is taking PMR right nw.

hope he can cope it.

no stress! be steady bro! chill..

dont know why, i just cant satisfy with everything.

when i get it, i hope there will be more for me.*evil

Tagged by Joyce

2008-10-10T19:32:00.002+08:00

1.Do you think that you're HOT?

i'm cool x)

2.Upload your favourite picture of you!

r-a-n-d-o-m

3.Why do u like that picture?

because i like myself.

4.When was the last time you ate PIZZA?

last 2 week i think.

5.The last song you listened to-:

Cry- Rihanna

6.What are you doing right now besides this?

chatting.
7.What name would you prefer besides yours-:

I like my name :)

5 people to tag: Erm ..sarah, sze,ans, shin, wayne.

dont tag me d la. aiyoo.. xD

Stay..

2008-10-08T17:57:00.003+08:00

happy-go-lucky

i am not scare

*F

2008-10-08T17:42:00.002+08:00

days by days, i dont lk to blog anymore.

For sure, that's some reasons for me.

cause of ...

this really piss me off.

considering whether change blog or close it?

but will it too much ?

worthwhile?

Tagged By SHiN

2008-10-06T14:21:00.003+08:00

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is your nickname?
zying or ying2

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
sleep i think. =)

3. What kind of news do you read?
entertainment for sure.

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
those food that i wont lk.. hahax

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
nope. either is too many or no? my heart is empty*

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NO. money play an important role. xP

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
family and frens but not lover. x)

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
go out for a walk.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i dont think so. i am not brave enough. or can say i scare fail! *.*

10.List out 3 good points of the person who taggedahem !
good to me, gentle, kind.

11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
nothing much. *just be himself* =)

12.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
unrespect, rude, bitchy action.

13.If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
chicken for life.

14.If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy.

15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
emotional. *i am bad temper.*

16.How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
office lady! xD

17.What is the one thing you love about yourself?
i am an ordinary girl.

18.If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
is sarah a thing? i need company xD

19. what is your favourite person?
my mummy . wee~

tagging- ans, sze, joyce, shirlyn, yee ling, wayne, xin rou.

*congratulation*

=)

2008-09-22T02:10:00.002+08:00

wahahahaha..Finally i finished! happy ending!

nights.

yuhoo!~

2008-09-22T00:55:00.008+08:00

i'm free! Free from everything..

random

today went for shopping with sarah again. nothing much we bought due to lack of cash!and the stupid sarah done something that make me damn nervous.

ahaha. once reached home. straight forward to my movie. yea! i gonna finish it soon.. no.. is tonight!

before going for bed.

i wish:

i could concentrate on class tomorrow

enjoy sing k with my coursemate tomorrow *happy birthday to big john*

ohya. and wish shin the best of luck for the exam (ganti someone to say this) xD

sweetdream everyone!

lastly. my full name is KHO ZHI YING

-XoXo-

>.<

2008-09-18T22:47:00.008+08:00

烦！！！

谎言的可怕

2008-09-18T22:47:00.007+08:00

我终于看到了你内心所想的

这应该是最真的吧

你对我说的一切

我真得很难再相信了

再次看到这一切我已经惯了

对你我没有了信任

一丝都不会有

对你好就等于让自己再一次受伤

你可以说我变了

什么都好我不可以再管了

铁石心肠我学会了

最大的功劳都是多亏你

祝君好运

随缘

2008-09-18T22:47:00.003+08:00

我没有期待些什么。

一切顺其自然吧！

一天就这样过去了。 =)

更好的明天一定会来

2008-09-17T19:40:00.006+08:00

i'm addicted to this movie.
nice man. =) i m getting so excited cause of this movie!
and i found that the english theme song - talk to me thumbs up*

You talk to me

You speak with me

Don't sink before you rise baby

Don't fade away

You hesitate

You seem to wait

For all the time we had

Feels like a world away

Who's to say

We'll be ok

We're gonna make it through the night

Don't wanna wake up in this state

I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same

And i know that we'll never change

Look i bought your favourite ice cream

I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now

I don't know if we're gonna be the same

Baby just talk with me

Cause i want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

why?

2008-09-14T13:41:00.004+08:00

my blog is dead again!
haha. no choice. i'm too lazy to blog.
"too many things to share. but too little time to blog."

yea.is 15th of september. everyone is celebrating the Midautumn festival. same to me.
i'm back to taiping again =)
but i'm not happy with celebration of this year.
the feeling of gather ,joyful is gone.
everyone changed due to many reasons. we no longer gather together anymore.cant be blame, the gap between all of us is getting bigger and bigger.

well, let's talk about my day.
i woke up at 12something i think, and i found out that's nobody home.
mum is heading to kl. *sad case, i dont even have the chance chit chat with her*
brother is goin out with his frens.
dad is working.
Conclusion: i'm alone.
therefore, i try to find some activity for myself.
hahas, 1pm. yun is coming to my house.
i start to express many things that happened recently to her.
i'm so excited that time cause i really MAD with it! i cant stand anymore.
after a while, she fetch me to taiping sentral.
the 1st time to visit it.
erm.. feel that that's nothing inside. nothing could attract me.
but yun's dad own a shop inside there. named ACEWIN. do visit it when u're there. =)
the design is all done by his dad. cant doubt that his dad is really creative enough.
cant wait for sarah to come, so yun asked desmond and me to fetch her!
atlast, we gather again! x)
after yun shop closed. we headed to lake garden d.
meeting with ans them .
but we dint lighted candles this year. the mood isn't there.
however, lake garden is still crowded by many people.
end of the night, it happened something that shocked me.
it make my mood gone down. my heart is pain badly. my tears is rolling that time. but i try to control it. nobody could understand the feeling of my heart and i just keeping silent.
i get stunned that time. i cant even do anything. useless?!
people like them is always that stupid! brainless! no wonder they look so ugly! from the way they dress, the way they talk. just BULLSHIT!
they are just the child. a 15 years old child.
DAMN! i cursed you get bang asap!
however, i hope everything is fine now.
YOU gain a lesson for yourself.

i cant sleep that night..i start to cry...

我

2008-09-07T14:21:00.002+08:00

有时真的想逃

逃到一个没人认识的地方

有时真的很累

累到想睡一辈子都不想醒

有时真的很想随心所欲

但是真的不能

因为要顾虑别人

有时真的想找个人能读我的思想

但是不能

因为我自己都不懂我要的是什么

我。。。真的累了